He wants Rama to devour him - judging by that look in his eyes, all fire and yearning, he wants to. He’s barely holding himself back.
Crozier’s a grown man, a sailor, in fact; he knows how to live a life of denial and celibacy, but he’s never had someone look at him like that. He’s never had someone want him to the point of not being able to control themselves - he’s never met a man like that, bubbling passion and need. To not even be able to kiss him is like a punishment for a crime he didn’t commit.
He can’t answer verbally yet, but he locks eyes with his and nods in resignation. He won’t grow used to it, and he’ll hate every moment he can’t have him, but he’ll wait. He’ll live like a monk again if he must. He kisses the pad of Rama’s thumb softly and pulls his head back.
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Date: 2024-07-15 10:30 pm (UTC)He wants Rama to devour him - judging by that look in his eyes, all fire and yearning, he wants to. He’s barely holding himself back.
Crozier’s a grown man, a sailor, in fact; he knows how to live a life of denial and celibacy, but he’s never had someone look at him like that. He’s never had someone want him to the point of not being able to control themselves - he’s never met a man like that, bubbling passion and need. To not even be able to kiss him is like a punishment for a crime he didn’t commit.
He can’t answer verbally yet, but he locks eyes with his and nods in resignation. He won’t grow used to it, and he’ll hate every moment he can’t have him, but he’ll wait. He’ll live like a monk again if he must. He kisses the pad of Rama’s thumb softly and pulls his head back.